Violetta Schütte

Violetta Schütte

@blacklion768432 · Jan 11, 2026

CMV: Elon bought Twitter so he could turn it into hate platform.

Elon's version of "free speech" is just allowing hateful people to say dehumanizing things about others and not only that, but that walking shit stain pays them for it as well.
All these racists, neo nazis, terrorist sympathizers (like Hasan Piker), people who use "memes" as a way to mask their hate and to spread violent rhetoric (like hayasaka\_aryan) and etc on his platform and he doesn't do a dam thing about them. He just sits there, pays them. and gets butthurt whenever someone calls him out.
Remember when that idiot tried to sue a group of people for monitoring and pointing out that he was deliberately allowing hateful things on his website?

Violetta Schütte

@blacklion768432 · Jan 10, 2026

I realized that i have never talked to a girl except my mom

Okay, so I guess I am too young for this subreddit (M18), but I recently realized that I have had zero female interaction in my life, leaving my mum out of that.
i thought thats ok as i always studied in a boarding school (no, teachers dont count) and i realized thats i cant talk to them
i mean it when i say that iCAN'T i mean it. It's difficult as I have no prior experience and no way to reach out.
I do no tuition whatsoever, so i cant communicate there.
i guess i have to start with online chats first.
what should i do + tips and someone to help 🙃

Violetta Schütte

@blacklion768432 · Jan 10, 2026

Weird / wonderful experience with music

I'm 31 and I've been casually listening to music my whole life, occasionally I would be moved, but usually it was background noise. For the last couple months I've been listening to music, actively, with my full focus.
I have what is diagnosed as overactive bladder, so that all the time, to varying degrees of intensity it feels like I need to pee, I have a hard time handling it, there is a constant single in my brain telling me something is wrong.
I was listening to dvorak's 6th symphony and in discomfort and instead of thinking of the notes as something separate from me I began to think of them as part of an entire moment, the notes and my body forming one unit. And , for the first time in a long time, I didn't think of my body as "wrong", my body and the notes were the same thing, and the notes were beautiful so I was beautiful, I wasn't wrong. And I wept. It only lasted a few minutes and I don't expect to replicate a feeling that intense, but it was amazing to feel that way for a bit.
I was sober btw

Violetta Schütte

@blacklion768432 · Jan 10, 2026

17F I have a really good life so why do I still feel so bad?

My family adores me, I have good friends, I have always been a #1 student, I have never had any money issues in my life (God my family can afford to pay a private college for me and still live normally) so I don’t understand why I always feel so bad and depressed when some of my friends have worse problems than me
But I just can’t stop crying in the night or feeling empty and how much I’m going to waste my life and end up miserable and I already hate myself and my face and everything about me and even though I go to college it wasn’t in a degree I wanted, and I wanted to have a happy life with a husband and kids but even that idea has been disgusting me and it looks impossible for me
So now I end up pretending I’m happy and just bottling up my feelings when I’m actually depressed for being sad because I have no excuse to feel bad for anything
I hate this