Adam Jackson

@yellowladybug161811

(15 F) One second I have terrible dread of my mortality and my loved ones for weeks, crying myself to sleep. Then the next day I feel great, and then the next i

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@yellowladybug161811 · Jan 12, 2026

Kassem Farhat

@kassem · Jan 10, 2026 9:00 am

Today is snowing, great weather, great day!! For another day to win

~Kassem Farhat
Member of GLOBAL VIRTUAL TRUST

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Adam Jackson

@yellowladybug161811 · Jan 12, 2026

What To Even Do -

The main thrust of this post is mainly just to seek others who may have been in similar ways.
After a marriage breakdown, we have a child together, I moved out. But. But I don't have anywhere to go.
The marriage broke down because - because - it just did. No drink. Violence. Affairs. Nothing like that.
I think we just forgot we were married. I moved out because small matters would become big arguments and it was becoming a hostile place.
We needed space.
So I left.
I sofa surfed. I came back 'home' every few days to see daughter. She - she's fabulous. Just all types of fab. But I've been living rough. Freezing at night. Using swimming pool changing rooms to shower. Not eating. Just sleeping or walking outside - go to work in day - pretending all is okay.
I lost my job back in November. Redundancies. And just got myself a new job and maybe - maybe - once my income is back in positive I can hurl myself out of this pit.
I dunno.
I'm not gonna break the subs rules to talk about how im feeling and how I wish I wasn't here.
But. I dunno.
Anyone with half a less stressed and anxiety filled brain know what to do.i just feel useless and pathetic and im just so done.

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Adam Jackson

@yellowladybug161811 · Jan 10, 2026

Have you ever made holidays in Russia?

I ask non-russians and where have you been to there?

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Adam Jackson

@yellowladybug161811 · Jan 10, 2026

Global Virtual Trust

@gvt · Jan 9, 2026 6:05 pm

Information from the Prime Minister Office

Kassem Farhat has now officially accepted the nomination for the presidency of the Global Virtual Trust! The elections will take place soon.
(@kassem)

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