13m empty, useless, hopeless
Woke up today with an odd feeling. I never knew anything about feeling empty and never cried myself to sleep. Well i watched tiktok and ate breakfast, addicted yes. Got an edit of emma watson who i thought like yeah shes very pretty. Lead to me realizing that when she was 13 she was a super popular movie star and im here eating breakfast feeling like a useless npc piece of shit. All of today I've felt empty and cried lots. Just seeing anything of harry potter makes me feel useless and this is not close to all. I have a loving family but i am kind of introverted. Its hard to find what to say so lost of the time i answer correctly or just try to be funny. Theres so many opportunities i get but ignore. I could of been a funny friend that everyoje likes but know im quiet but sometimes not and not really one type of person. Im scared this is the time i start playing videogames to escape reality, not to play for fun😭. Im heavily leaning towards a wall that makes me learn hard math and science to be more intelligent for the future.
Is this crazy weird for 13 and is my mental age fucked or is this normal???
Rubén Tafoya
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CMV: People in general need to stop forcing their moral worldview on people.
Nowadays, there is this horrible issue of people forcing their ideology on other people.
This has gotten so bad nowadays.
What do I mean? Here are some examples:
1. The collective shout nonsense
2. Trump forcing Christianity on the USA
3. The “Oh you use AI? You’re a N\*zi!!!” narrative
4. If you’re not vegan, you’re an abuser!
Everyone should be vegan.
5. We need to make being a furry illegal!
6. We should ban anime X because we are prudes!
I think we should stop doing this. This is just bad.
If you don’t like anime, don’t watch it. If you don’t like AI, don’t use it. It doesn’t mean you need to dehumanize the other side. It doesn’t mean you need to go on a “holy crusade” for your ideology. Let people live in peace. Let them do what they want, and don’t make choices for other people.
If you think eating animals is immoral, you can be vegan. But this doesn’t mean you should force the whole world should be vegan.
Here’s another mini rant: I don’t like how people use the argument “If you don’t agree with me, you’re X” replace X with any sort of bad person, like Nazi or P\*do
EDIT: this post is closed, I will not be responding to further messages
Why should we help others more?
When we fall in love with someone or genuinely care for someone from the heart, three hormones—oxytocin, serotonin, and dopamine—are released together in our brain.
As a result, a unique and pleasant feeling arises within us. We feel happy and joyful without any specific reason. Because dopamine is involved, our brain keeps craving that feeling again and again.
Interestingly, the same three hormones are also released together when we help someone selflessly or express gratitude sincerely.
So, if you want to live a good and happy life, try to help others selflessly or express gratitude as often as possible. Instead of getting involved in forbidden relationships, shouldn’t we focus more on helping others?
And if you want proof, try helping a helpless person selflessly today and then notice how you feel inside.
Helping others or showing gratitude does not always require money. Speaking kindly to people with a warm smile is also a form of expressing gratitude. Imagine you are walking down a road and notice some garbage lying in the middle, making it difficult for others to pass, but no one is cleaning it or removing it. If you take the initiative to remove it, through that simple act y
Oh well
If I know you correctly, then…
you did a great job: how could it be otherwise ;P
I hate my father and it is eating me up inside.
My dad is an alcoholic. Always has been and seemingly always will be. I’m 17. He’s done this my entire life.
My earliest memory of him is me asking him to play with me, I was probably like 6 years old and him slurring his words and telling me he will play tomorrow. And he didn’t. I have so many memories of him not following up on things, disrespecting me and blowing off how his drinking truly affected my entire childhood.
I shouldn’t have to have memories of my dad drunkly falling twice. I shouldn’t know exactly what kind of alcohol my father gets drunk on. I shouldn’t step into a room and see a trash bag completely full of shot bottles. I shouldn’t have memories of me being little and putting cardboard shot sleeves on my legs and arms, pretending they were casts. I shouldn’t have these memories and experiences and I fucking hate my dad for putting me through them.
I hate him. And saying it feels healing but I feel so fucking guilty for it. I’ve tried giving him chances, I’ve tried convincing myself everything he does doesn’t bother me. But everything he does disrespects me. He’s a piece of shit and I act very differently with him. I’m cold. I’m distant. I’m annoyed. I give short a
Do you think are you actually loved enough?
title edit: do you think you are loved enough?
Last night I was just watching yt laying in my bed. I saw a recommendation of a video, where people reunite with their loved ones after their service in the army. Seeing them get the love made me happy. One comment in that video was about a person who's parents brother, fiancee none of them reacted happy on his return. This got me wondering. Am I not loved enough or do I fail to see it or what?. I didnt really think much after that. What do you think are u loved enough?
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