Liliana Lilleeng

Liliana Lilleeng

@organicfish825620 · Jan 10, 2026

I’m learning to sit with my feelings instead of rushing to change them

It’s uncomfortable, but also kind of grounding. Not everything needs an immediate solution

Liliana Lilleeng

@organicfish825620 · Jan 10, 2026

I want to talk about friends.

I feel like I don’t need or really want friends. I feel immense pressure to make friends and have a social life but honestly when it comes down to it, I don’t really care. I don’t have a lot in common with people, I have nothing to say to them, talking feels exhausting and performative. The only times I feel like having friends is around Christmas time, new years, or when there’s an event or place I want to check out but I can’t do it alone. In these cases it’s more that I like the idea of having someone to do these things with more than having actual friends. This holiday season was very lonely but at the same time it feels like I only felt lonely because it’s seen as pathetic to spend the holidays at home doing the same things that you do every other day of the year.
A bit of context, I’m mid thirties, single, I was lucky to have some really good friends over the years, but due to circumstances we’re scattered all over the world. I’ve moved to a new city about 6 months ago. I haven’t made any friends yet. I tried, but only half-heartedly if I’m honest with myself. I rarely talk with my roommates. the idea of starting over building relationships bores me. I met these wonderful peo

Liliana Lilleeng

@organicfish825620 · Jan 10, 2026

My family's constant pressure to hang out with me after my C section has me crazy.

Stop is a full sentence. But it's like my parents and sister don't get that.
I got a c section 10 days ago. It was an emergency c section and I was in my parents town celebrating the holidays when the OB here said girl that baby has to come out now.
Thus I got the c section in their town. We are not staying in the house. My parents converted a bungalow on their property where I stayed when I still lived at home so that's where we're staying. I'm saying this to state that the bungalow is very small. It's perfect for us right now but it's also a good 200m away from the main house.
They don't want to come down because it's to far for them to walk and the bungalow is to small for everyone to fit in. Which is bullshit. I have had 7 people in there at times for game nights.
They keep saying they'll miss me once I go home and they'll miss baby. (We'll be going home next week). But they don't want to walk down and just spend time with me.
They want me to take baby in the heat(it's summer here) and drag him all the way up to the main house.
No and that's final has been said. But do they listen? No they don't. And the guilt trip is insane. I do feel bad. And I do walk up alone from time to t

Liliana Lilleeng

@organicfish825620 · Jan 10, 2026

Dragon Tat completed

Took the day off to finish up the year and ended up getting a tattoo. dragon flying towards a crescent moon along my thigh / hip. A little painful hem the shading was being done and bigger then expected. i love it

Liliana Lilleeng

@organicfish825620 · Jan 9, 2026

I wonder what’s like to have kids who speak in a different accent than you

I was on TikTok I came across this video of this British guy who lives in America, specifically Alabama and I’m pretty sure his wife is from Alabama. So anyway, his little kids speak with an Alabama accent and it’s very adorable. I’m just imagining what it’s like for your kids to speak completely different from you that must be kind of crazy. but I also been thinking if your parents have two different accents, could it be possible to develop an accent that’s a combination of the two? I’m not sure how stupid I’m sounding, but could that be hypothetically possible?

Liliana Lilleeng

@organicfish825620 · Jan 9, 2026

Am i being dramatic?

My best friend, who i go to school with, can go the whole day without seeing me at lunch time/free periods etc and just going out with other people. This lowkey upsets me a lil but js wondering am i being dramatic or would other people feel the same? I’m not going to confront or anything its ntd it’s just messing with my mind mentally 🥲🥲