It would be nice to have someone in my life who cares about me.
I'm 26M, never been in a romantic relationship, divorced parents, alcoholic father and low morality mother. My sister left 2 years ago and we didn't speak until literally two days ago. We grew up in totally dysfunctional family and very intense and traumatic childhood. Never really felt the affection and love of anyone ever and feeling like someone genuinely cares about me. Now i live with my father and grandparents. Grandparents are old and sick and father is big time failure, doesn't work anymore as well.
Sometimes I really miss the feeling and phone call from anyone just asking "is everything ok, are you ok" or simply "where are you" and "how are you". It really suck having to suck it up every time i feel down for the sake of waking up and getting the work done. My whole life i tried and made sure to be there for anyone i see that needs help and support. Yet nobody is doing it for me. I truly am all alone, and it's awful.
I have really low energy and desire to do anything let alone pursue romantic relationship i desperately desire.
That's all, i don't know what else to say. Just wanted to get this of my chest, it's been stuck on repeat in my head for a long time.
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