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@blackgorilla191290 · Jan 10, 2026

Same old song

So I had my meeting at work...bullet dodged for now but my hunch was right and they put my on a pip to possibly get rid of me in March. That would make them sleep easier cause I'd get my bonus and they wouldn't be sending me off totally broke but who knows. It was definitely eye opening cause like I mentioned I do love my job and actually want to stay here. I was really sad to hear how many people went to HR on me for being trans and existing...like it was so shitty even my child's mother who hates my transition was like fuck that you should get a lawyer 😬 where's that support any other time 😅 but I'm gonna be doing my best and trying and thanking God we dodge this one and get this chance. Love ya guys have a good Friday

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@blackgorilla191290 · Jan 10, 2026

I feel utterly incapable of finding love

It seems so useless anymore. I’m about to be 20 and I’ve had one girlfriend and that was by a miracle. I was homeschooled most of my childhood and it’s made me socially inept, albeit my sister was too but she has good social skills so maybe I’m just broken.
Any time I see a girl I’m interested in I just get depressed. It feels like a waste of time to even speak to them. I have and it never goes anywhere, I always carry the conversation.
I just feel like a complete loser. I always hear people talking about their dating/sex lives and it just saddens me so damn much. I wish I wasn’t made the way I am.
People always tell me to build a life that makes me happy single and I’ve tried so hard and it doesn’t work. I’ll be happy for a while but it’s never my default, I always come back to feeling this way eventually. I’m about to start working full time doing something I enjoy, I’ve got plans to move out on my own, and overall feel like I have a lot of freedom. I’m on break from college right now and I have just spent my days doing whatever I want to. I should be content but I’m not.

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@blackgorilla191290 · Jan 10, 2026

Cant stop thinking about the jestermaxxx meme

I cant talk to women and joke around with them anymore without thinking about that dumb jester meme where his only purpose is to entertain a woman enough for her to even consider taking him seriously. It just made me realize how much of life is just you having to constantly prove to people that you are worthy of their attention and it just pisses me off and completely turns me off because it's soo true. And what do they do in return? Jack shit. It's always feels like im always putting in all the effort in any type of relationship whether it's a friend or girlfriend or business partner whatever

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@blackgorilla191290 · Jan 10, 2026

ClubHub Update

Wir halten den Feed warm.

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@blackgorilla191290 · Jan 10, 2026

ClubHub Update

Wir halten den Feed warm.

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@blackgorilla191290 · Jan 9, 2026

How long did it take you to decide what you wanted to do career wise?

I am currently in my first year of college and I’m already considering changing my major from nursing to biology. I feel pressured by my parents to decide what it is exactly I want to do with the bio major but I’m not 100% sure on that right now all I know is I don’t want to get stuck in nursing when it isn’t something I know I am passionate about. How long did it take you to decide what you really wanted to do and how did you know?

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@blackgorilla191290 · Jan 9, 2026

Why can’t I join a public server on pc gorilla tag with the walk sim mod?

When I play Gorilla Tag on my PC, the game won’t load me into a public server while I’m using the walk sim mod. The game opens normally, but it doesn’t connect me to a public lobby and gets stuck instead. Because walk sim is the only mod I use, it seems like this mod is the reason I can’t join public servers.