Taylor Cooper

Taylor Cooper

@blackgoose754997 · Jan 10, 2026

Oh well

If I know you correctly, then…
you did a great job: how could it be otherwise ;P

Taylor Cooper

@blackgoose754997 · Jan 10, 2026

Could you give me some advice on what I should do?

I'm the oldest sister in a family of four siblings, and last year, while I was working (which only lasted a month and a half), I felt something telling me I should contribute financially to my family. Even though both my parents are alive, only my stepfather works. After I finished my job, I wondered if I should really be worried, since I live with my boyfriend and my in-laws support me most of the time. I was working and studying to be a primary school teacher, but I had difficulties with my studies because a professor wouldn't pass me, so I dropped out. I was also struggling with my generalized anxiety disorder, and this situation with my family causes me a lot of anxiety. Even though they don't help me, I feel like they're going to criticize me more than them. What could I do?

Taylor Cooper

@blackgoose754997 · Jan 10, 2026

To my greatest love…

I was scrolling through social media when I saw a video of Rico Blanco singing Your Universe. I didn’t stop… I couldn’t. I’ve been avoiding that song for almost two years now, afraid of what it might unlock in me. Afraid of how deeply I might feel again. But tonight, I told myself I needed to face it. So I did.
The first note hit, my chest tightened so suddenly I had to sit down. I couldn’t breath properly, like my body remembered before my mind could catch up. Then the tears came… quiet at first, then relentless. And just like that, all the pain I thought I had tucked away found its way back to the surface.
I miss you. More than I know how to put into words.
I know you’re happy now. And I want that for you, that brings me comfort. It really does. I would never wish you anything less than that. I’ve made peace with that part. But missing you lives somewhere deeper. Still, there’s a part of me that aches in your absence, a part that hasn’t quite learned how to let go. I’m tired of this feeling. But tonight, please let me miss you. Let me sit with this ache for a little while longer. Because in some strange way, this pain feels like the closest thing I have left to you… this is the c

Taylor Cooper

@blackgoose754997 · Jan 10, 2026

My son hugged me goodbye and he smelled just like my dad. I cried so hard in the car on the way to work.

My dad passed away 6 years ago. I still miss him terribly. I was going out the door to work and got my goodbye hugs. It hurts in such a bittersweet way to smell my dad on my buddy. My oldest is a teenager now and I’m dealing with him moving out soon and feeling like I’m going to lose him to this harsh world somehow. That’s all just a weird feeling I had to scream into the void about.