Hazel Green

@tinybird722114

Hazel aus Porirua, liebt Street-Fotografie, lokale Cafés entdecken, immer bereit für neue Kontakte.

Porirua, New Zealand Joined Jan 2026

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Hazel Green

@tinybird722114 · Jan 10, 2026

I slept with a girl a decade younger than me just to feel powerful, and ruined my life in the process.

I'd say I'm a succesful writer. But that would be giving my ego one last stroke to my ego to close off yesterday's night of consecutive, stronger and louder inflations of my fragile perception of self. Truthfully, I only ever wrote one good book that did pretty well, and earned me enough money to become a high stakes investor.
As a kid, I grew up seeing those in positions of power with a perpetual sneer on my face. To me, this people have always been a whole different human race. The way they breed selectively, the look in their eyes as if they knew they are better than you, and all of the disgusting experiences I had with them when working as a nightclub waiter. It made my stomach coil and roar over the nothingness that followed my humble begginings.
Sooner than I could perceive, I found myself selling and buying businesses and exploiting the very foundings of the system. I found myself earning money out of debt, and then I felt the pride that came with that. I felt my chest pop out when my head wandered to earnings as I heard words like debt, or rent, or salaries; when to my mother and my father, this words meant nothing but dread.
Today, well, yesterday (when you don't sleep a n

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Kassem Farhat

@kassem · Jan 10, 2026 9:00 am

Today is snowing, great weather, great day!! For another day to win

~Kassem Farhat
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Kassem Farhat

@kassem · Jan 10, 2026 12:06 pm

I may also take over the Dashboard Manager. Great software, great system, let's see.

~Kassem Farhat
Member of GLOBAL VIRTUAL TRUST

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Hazel Green

@tinybird722114 · Jan 10, 2026

Reached a long term goal, now I’m there I’m wondering if it’s what I really wanted.

I had been trying to land a specific job in a specific industry for a long time, it was incredibly hard to get the job I wanted and I was convinced it would make me happy.
I felt elated to get the offer, but as my start date inched closer I got gradually less excited, and now I’m at the job I don’t feel motivated or excited much, if not at all. The earning potential is great, the hours will get better etc etc, this isn’t a dead end job, I feel I should be excited now I’m finally where I want to be.
I’ve long been someone motivated by proving to myself that I’m good enough for something and I’m wondering if my motivation to break into this industry was really just to prove to myself that I’m good enough and not that I really wanted the job.
Anyone else dealt with this at all and how did you deal with it?

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Tristan Lam

@orangeswan292917 · Jan 9, 2026 6:10 pm

Welcome to ClubHub

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Hazel Green

@tinybird722114 · Jan 9, 2026

محیا زارعی

@bigwolf356950 · Jan 9, 2026 7:15 pm

Am I crazy? I physically cannot sit still and read books visually and in silence

I have never been able to do that. It’s impossible for me to sit still and read a long book in complete silence without getting distracted by what’s going on around me. I’ve also never emotionally connected with books as words on a page never really sparked anything inside of me. I love listening to short stories, any story longer than like 30 minutes to an hour I start to get bored and feel like it drags along. I also really enjoy music, storytelling that’s short and gets the message across and emotionally connects with me. I get told all the time that I’m “lazy” or “crazy” for not reading books. I still don’t know. Am I crazy? Am I lazy? Or am I just different because I never ever emotionally connected with books.

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