Thea Wright

@lazypeacock989137

Invercargill, New Zealand Joined Jan 2026

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Thea Wright

@lazypeacock989137 · Jan 12, 2026

I think I am screwed

( I'm writing this from a mini account, since my main got banned)
A few weeks ago , I realised that I might be trans . The problem is that if I were to publicly announce it to my family, the result will be negative. So I freaked out because I realised that I will have to marry a woman and I am not attracted to them.
My parents seperated the week after, so that didn't help much either. Since then I bassicaly spend the whole weekend being miserable, every weekend. I usually controversial post on Reddit and get banned for a while, because I am very lonely at weekends.
I apologise to anyone I may have annoyed.
I still, at the time of writing, have no clue what to do . If I come out, I am likely to lose my friends and the respect of my family. If I don't, then gender dysphoria will kill me inside. I already have enough problems with my parents, can't exactly add more to the pile.

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Thea Wright

@lazypeacock989137 · Jan 12, 2026

Danica Radović

@brownfish118907 · Jan 12, 2026 4:43 am

I've had it with my parents, I'm fucking done

Look, I'll get this off my chest, then that will be it. My country has a draft, I was going to get an exemption, my parents- Both navy veterans- Talked me out of it. So from their encouragement, I went, it ended up derailing my life and causing a breakup, losing a job, and a seizure. fair, my parents genuinely feel godawful about their encouragement, and my mother helped me leave slightly early, so I ended up doing about ten months, rather than a year.
I'd just gone 18 at the time and the pressure from family- Ranging from direct and firm, to this grating sort of "You'll have a great time" constant encouragemt from my mother, felt like a lot to bare, and I wasn't really in a position where I could say no without causing lots of drama in my family. But I need to be honest here: Their regret, support, and even love now simply aren't enough.
They've never been fucking enough! My dad feels terrible and I remember, one of the conversations, he didn't know what to say after we'd gone silent and feeling bad and all... He asked if I at least got to use any cool guns?? They threw me a party which meant very little to me, I hate to sound ungrateful but to be honestly, I'm not grateful for it

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