Dejalme Martins
@purplezebra342597
Dejalme aus Mogi das Cruzes, liebt lokale Cafés entdecken, Live-Musik in der Stadt, immer bereit für neue Kontakte.
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I feel utterly incapable of finding love
It seems so useless anymore. I’m about to be 20 and I’ve had one girlfriend and that was by a miracle. I was homeschooled most of my childhood and it’s made me socially inept, albeit my sister was too but she has good social skills so maybe I’m just broken.
Any time I see a girl I’m interested in I just get depressed. It feels like a waste of time to even speak to them. I have and it never goes anywhere, I always carry the conversation.
I just feel like a complete loser. I always hear people talking about their dating/sex lives and it just saddens me so damn much. I wish I wasn’t made the way I am.
People always tell me to build a life that makes me happy single and I’ve tried so hard and it doesn’t work. I’ll be happy for a while but it’s never my default, I always come back to feeling this way eventually. I’m about to start working full time doing something I enjoy, I’ve got plans to move out on my own, and overall feel like I have a lot of freedom. I’m on break from college right now and I have just spent my days doing whatever I want to. I should be content but I’m not.
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