Xavier Park

@blackrabbit592415

Red Rock, Canada Joined Jan 2026

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Xavier Park

@blackrabbit592415 · Jan 12, 2026

Am I allowed to call myself an ex racist?

Okay- so let me explain. I(19) have been racist over the past few years. Let me explain the things I’ve done.
Main ones I have are not standing up for people in situation where they had people being racist to them.
This happened 2 times in highschool. All in a classroom setting. I’d hear people being racist on the otherside of the classroom. I’d freeze up, unsure of what to do- when I should have stood up for said people. Especially since I knew both people who did said things- one being my brothers friend, and another being my now ex best friend. I never called them out when I should have. I just briskly thought that she’d change with time, she’d stop calling me homophobic slurs, and stop using them in general, and then it just kept escalating with others at the end of the year and with myself- that I cut her off. I don’t have contact with either individual… although weirdly I am friends with my brothers best friends dad?? Lmao. So far he himself hasn’t shown me any traces of racism, if he does this time I know what to do. But I do realize not standing up for them- was in fact racist in a way.
Next one is my response to specific videos or such regarding race. I’d see videos and co

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@blackrabbit592415 · Jan 11, 2026

Clóvis Farias

@blueduck664816 · Jan 11, 2026 4:42 pm

22nd birthday today; I dread the 23rd.

wow what a terrible feeling. I feel like it’s all downhill from here. I’m gonna finish college and (hopefully) get a job and do that until I die. My parents are in their 60’s and I don’t know how much longer I have them. I feel so isolated all the time, even when I’m with others. My birthday used to make me happy, now it makes me sad, and it gets worse every year. Call the geopolitical atmosphere the cherry on top, but honestly, I can’t even care about that right now. I can’t afford to live, even if I could, id still be rich and sad. I can’t keep doing this for another 30-40 years. I didn’t ask for any of this

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