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@beautifulfrog249551 · Jan 12, 2026 1:32 pm

I feel constantly lonely and scared because of my mental state and fears, and that has caused me to act embarrassingly s

So I have OCD and kind of a “taboo“ theme that was bugging me for a long time. my therapist told me not to post on Reddit, but yeah, I just couldnt resist. so I had been making the same post over and over again about the weird fear I had. at first, I got support but then later I got more nasty comments, calling it a weird fetish. I see why but also it kind of hurt because I feel like I’m anxious 24/7. I’m thinking of going on meds but I’m not sure. I feel bad but I feel thankful to people who tried to help me but I also feel sorry for spamming. I’m trying to be better, I am paranoid of people hating me or finding my Reddit and tying it into my real life, because i never talk about my weird phobia irl because I don’t want people to think badly of me. I’m thinking of my getting a part time job, joining a sports league, possibly trying meds. any advice? I have sworn to never post that question again. I want to get better and happier and forget the past and stop worrying once and for all!