Maëly Chevalier

@crazygorilla307244

Argenteuil, France Joined Jan 2026

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Maëly Chevalier

@crazygorilla307244 · Jan 12, 2026

I'm overwhelmed with guilt over the passing of my beloved cat.

I just lost my Petey (my cat) on the 10th. He hadn't been feeling well but still had his appetite and I thought it was just his teeth bothering him. His dentist appointment was supposed to be the 28th.
Took him to the vet as his appetite lessened to an alarming amount. They did bloodwork and alarm bells were ringing. The word, "Cancer" was whispered. He was fine in October. Blood levels good. Suddenly he's anemic to the point of needing a blood transfusion and has turned yellow (jaundice).
I had him for 15 years and I feel like I failed him. I should have brought him to the vet the moment he started showing signs of not feeling well. He's had IBS and been on a special diet for years so I guess because he was using the litter box, eating soft food, and drinking water I told myself he was fine.
I miss him so much. He was my responsibility and I failed him.
The vet told me all the things I wanted to hear. "Cats are notorious for hiding how they're feeling" and "You're making the right decision". But I can't help but feel like I'm the reason he isn't here anymore. Well, I am...because I'm the one who decided it was his time to go. To end the suffering I put him through because I chose

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@crazygorilla307244 · Jan 12, 2026

Liliana Lilleeng

@organicfish825620 · Jan 12, 2026 1:21 am

How Do I Find Clarity and Direction After Years of Uncertainty?

Hello,
As I reflect on the past decade of my life, I find myself at a crossroads, feeling a mix of uncertainty and a desire for change. In just seven months, I’ll be turning 30, and I can’t help but feel the weight of my choices.
Over the last ten years, I’ve ventured through college, earning a degree in political science with aspirations of attending law school. However, after four years, I realized that this path wasn’t right for me. I then shifted gears to pursue a degree in psychology, investing two years and a significant amount of money in tuition, only to find myself drawn back to the idea of law school once more.
I dedicated countless hours to studying and sought tutoring, which took a considerable financial toll. I started to see progress with my practice tests, feeling that I was on the verge of doing well. Then, out of nowhere, I landed a job that I thought would unlock my potential. Although it wasn’t paying six figures right away, I was told there was potential for growth. At $35 an hour, it was the most I’d ever made, but the environment turned out to be toxic and draining.
Now, after 4 to 5 months in that role, returning to the rigorous study required for law school

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