Soan Pierre

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Soan aus Aix-En-Provence, liebt lokale Cafés entdecken, Design-Sprints, immer bereit für neue Kontakte.

Aix-En-Provence, France Joined Jan 2026

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Soan Pierre

@yellowpeacock996435 · Jan 10, 2026

I’m not in love with my wife and I’m still here because of her money

I don’t love my wife. I’m not sure if I ever did.
We’ve been married for eight years. She makes most of the money. The house is hers. Our life works because of her income, and that’s the real reason I’m still married.
I cheat on her. I don’t tell myself it’s okay, but I also don’t stop. It’s never emotional. It’s just something I do because I feel empty and disconnected, and because I can.
She trusts me completely. That’s the part that keeps me up at night. She talks about our future like it’s a given, like we’re solid. I go along with it. I say the right things. I play my part.
People would say I should just leave. The truth is I’m scared. I don’t want to lose the comfort, the stability, the life I didn’t really earn on my own. I know that makes me selfish.
She deserves someone who actually loves her. I know that. I just don’t know if I’m brave enough to blow everything up and be honest.
I needed to say it somewhere, even if it’s here

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Soan Pierre

@yellowpeacock996435 · Jan 9, 2026

It's Late Thread [ 07 January 26 ]

Right, so its mid week. Happy hump day and all that, but why aren't you in bed? Neighbours putting their bins out keeping you awake? Kids being little shits? Working the nightshift?
Come on in for a chat.

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