I found myself overthinking.
Last night I feel like I genuinely spiralled into my thoughts too deep, in a way that wasn’t good for me. Everything was going good, in fact I was quite happy and cheerful before I went to bed, but later on I ended up thinking heavily about the things that did not work out for me last year, and about the emotional baggage I have been carrying that I am slowly healing from. I genuinely just want to forget all the bad things and move on from everything that made me feel down or that still makes me feel miserable. I want to find my happiness again, and I was doing that, things were going good, but you know some bad moments make you feel like your progress has halted. I don’t want that. I don’t want to be held back from happiness anymore, and that’s why I am willing to not give up and still find a way. I hope I succeed.
Alfonso Vicente
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I still can't move on from my crush.
Hi, guys. The title says it, "I still can't move on from my crush." Unfortunately, I cannot pin down the possible reason why. For context, I had confessed on November 29, 2025. I was really shy, to be honest. Aside from that, I was not satisfied with the feedback. After I confessed, he told me that he acknowledges it. That was nice and I don't know... unsatisfying? After the confession, I ended our streak on TikTok. I also unfriended him in this game we used to play. I did not unfriend him on Facebook, but I deleted our conversation. I thought I was gonna be able to move on from doing just that, but no. It aches my heart up until now. And, I do not know why. Was it because I did not only lose him as a crush but also as a good friend? Though he did tell me that it's alright being friends with him, but it was not alright with me. I do think he's a good friend, to be honest. And I think, if I don't have an interest with him, I'll probably prefer to have him as my friend. It's so sad. Seeing him makes my heart ache and my feelings sad. I cannot lie. Do I still have a bit of crush on him? Damn, maybe it's not a bit but a freaking lot. It's either I'll have him as a boyfriend or just a f
I'm going to have nothing to share about and it hurts
My ex and I are currently doing 30 days of no contact for all of January, and revisiting getting back together after that. He's got a crazy job, lots of friends who do fun things, and he sometimes travels for work too.
I've got a boring job, nobody to do anything with, school, and therapy.
I just feel like when February hits he'll have so many fun stories to share, and I won't have a damn thing. I know the things I'm doing are important in the long run, but it's just really rough knowing that I won't even be able to say I hung out with anyone, despite trying to make friends. Work is the closest thing I have to a social outing.
It's embarrassing. It's lonely. And today it just felt heavier than normal.
When the Xmas decs are down, the cleaning is done and your resolutions are in place…
Now I feel I can start the new year right!
I took the decs down today(I know - naughty naughty), cleaned right through, and had set some New Year’s resolutions that I have firmly stuck to thus far! I’m feeling quite proud of my self currently!
Now we are a good few days into the new year, everyone is back to school and work, it’s kinda like everything is back to normal.
Happy Tuesday evening everyone!
Have y'all seen these types of exchanges?
I've seen people on TikTok accusing each other of being American like it's the cheese touch from Diary of a Wimpy Kid. Like somebody says something somebody else doesn't agree with or they think it's stupid. The offended person calls the other person an American. Sometimes that person isn't even an American at all and they get in a shit flinging contest accusing each other of being the real American. It's very bizarre.
Sometimes it won't even be anything particularly offensive or stupid. And somebody will tell the commenter "Sounds like something an American would say". Or it's on a news story that doesn't say where the crime or event occurred and people in the comments will be mocking how the thing happened in America. But then you actually read about it and it didn't happen in America at all.
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