Natalija Wachsmuth

@organickoala298750

so like I always wished I was born as a woman and I get gender envy a lot but I also don’t really feel trans? idk man I thought I was normal but my friends say

Eberbach, Germany Joined Jan 2026

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Natalija Wachsmuth

@organickoala298750 · Jan 12, 2026

Should i force myself to leave?

My girl and i have always had on and off communication skills but recently i feel as if shes ruining my mental health more... She has made me really dependent on her and need her-backstory whenever i didnt listen or wanted to do my own things she would make me feel bad and guilty about it and use it against me so i started to i guess depend on her now its every time she leaves i feel depressed and upset.
When we get into arguments she will use it against me and not talk to me or use dry responses to throw me off and like "crawl back to her" i feel as this is really ruining me mentally and physically because i've always been a anxious person- pzhysopfrenia, anxiety, depression, bpd. and she knows that that stuff really makes me feel unwanted and i feel as if im being manipulated into needing her. Or am i just crazy and im over thinking this drastically...

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