Amelia Brown

@ticklishkoala894346

A knife through my chest would make it feel less hollower.

Napier, New Zealand Joined Jan 2026

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Amelia Brown

@ticklishkoala894346 · Jan 12, 2026

I just got broken up with, but I’m hopelessly inlove with him and I’ll never let my feelings for him change

I got broken up with on Wednesday (7th jan). I went to go see my now ex because we had some stuff to talk about, just him pulling away and stuff, but my recent texts had been harsh because I was tired of the same thing repeating. I had given him an ultimatum and despite being told that’s basically what I’d done I was in denial, I’m firmly against ultimatums, they’re horrible and don’t fix anything. You might be wondering, how can you not realise when you’ve given someone an ultimatum? Well unfortunately I really am just that dense sometimes. I reread what I had sent so many times and then I saw it and the next day I drove 130 miles to apologise (with roses and some other stuff, because he deserves it). Luckily for me he didn’t read what I’d said as an ultimatum and being the most loving and kindest person he forgave me but we still had to talk about things. He hasn’t been doing too well mentally and he isn’t big on letting himself feel his raw emotions, he never has been, even before we got together, he would let them out occasionally but rarely, maybe once or twice a year. He realised that’s not healthy and it’s been affecting him a lot recently so after what was clearly a fair am

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Amelia Brown

@ticklishkoala894346 · Jan 11, 2026

Reinhard Hermann

@happygoose739748 · Jan 11, 2026 12:36 pm

I broke my sobriety streak because of how much my dad means to me.

Really weird when I’m reading the title, but man. My dad, who raised me and my 2 other biological siblings alone, working day and night, hardly ever getting sleep, trying his best to keep a roof over our heads, and simply trying his best. He’s actually old now. He’s in pain because of his bad arthritis, has health complications, but he does not give a shit because that’s the kind of guy he is. I love my dad, I admire him. When I was a teenager, I always blamed him for every issue in my life, but now as a father and husband myself, I always come to him for advice.
Today, or I guess yesterday, we were watching the bears vs packers game. He, my mom, and little brother are over at my house, and he brought a case of beer for the game. I was an alcoholic and managed to quit, but today I drank 3 beers before my dad cut me off. Normally I wouldn’t drink, but knowing about his health and all, I don’t know how much time I have left with him. And I’ll be honest, only reason I stopped at 3 was because of how much respect I have for that man. I think the only other people who could make me come to my senses with alcohol in my system are my wife and mom. I wouldn’t know though because I haven’t

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