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TW:Self-harm I have slapped myself through out my whole life. In and out,but I do. Since,I am too much of a coward to cut myself. Recently it has gotten worse,a

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@greenkoala506566 · Jan 11, 2026

Yasemin Toraman

@whitegorilla267316 · Jan 11, 2026 5:53 pm

Feeling extremely stuck and sad at 30

I don't know what to do, I'm currently 28 gonna be 30 in few yrs but life is just scaring me day by day because time is passing by yet all I'm doing is sitting on the couch like some potatoe and just mourning on life. Keep overthinking excessively and feel miserable from inside. At this point my thoughts and emotions are eating me up. I'm not working. I don't know how to find a good job. Don't have any money. I don't have any skills not even a college degree. I badly want to go college again but don't know what to pursue. I don't drive which is something I need to do and should do because driving is such a important task. I'm living my life with my siblings doing house chores and using my phone to escape reality but deep down time is eating me alive. I'm getting very regretful thoughs that what am I doing right now with my life. I'm supposed to help my siblings. Make money pay bills, work for my future and become a capable adult but here I am just mourning on life feeling like a victim. Anytime I think about taking actions or making a decision, self doubt just kicks in. I start feeling resistance. I feel overwhelmed.

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