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@lazyzebra324507 · Jan 12, 2026 11:29 am

13m empty, useless, hopeless

Woke up today with an odd feeling. I never knew anything about feeling empty and never cried myself to sleep. Well i watched tiktok and ate breakfast, addicted yes. Got an edit of emma watson who i thought like yeah shes very pretty. Lead to me realizing that when she was 13 she was a super popular movie star and im here eating breakfast feeling like a useless npc piece of shit. All of today I've felt empty and cried lots. Just seeing anything of harry potter makes me feel useless and this is not close to all. I have a loving family but i am kind of introverted. Its hard to find what to say so lost of the time i answer correctly or just try to be funny. Theres so many opportunities i get but ignore. I could of been a funny friend that everyoje likes but know im quiet but sometimes not and not really one type of person. Im scared this is the time i start playing videogames to escape reality, not to play for fun😭. Im heavily leaning towards a wall that makes me learn hard math and science to be more intelligent for the future.
Is this crazy weird for 13 and is my mental age fucked or is this normal???