would it REALLY be so bad if i wasn’t here anymore?
okay bare with me here. i’ve dealt with feeling depressed for most of my life, honestly from when i hit puberty which unfortunately for me was in my preteens. i’ve thought about ending my life for that long too and it got to a point where ive just picked an age where i’m gonna do it. partly due to bullying and honestly just my natural disposition im a very insular person. i don’t have a wide circle of friends, i keep my feelings to myself and take on a supportive role in any friendships i do have. im somewhat close to my family but any sort of conversation about feelings is quickly dismissed so ive given up on talking to them about how i feel.
despite feeling so low i’ve managed to achieve most of my life goals, did well at sport and well at studies to the point where i’m ticking off my last hurdle which is a phd. these are all things my parents wanted me to achieve so once i’ve finished my phd why can’t i just.. go? i’m so tired of never feeling accomplished, of the constant hollow feeling in my chest and the urge has been so bad lately as i’ve been under a lot of stress.
i don’t have many people in my life so there’s not a lot of people will miss me anyway, plus it’s one less per
Real talk, the intention might be solid, the rollout less so and that’s where it gets complicated Hard to say where this lands long term.
this solves one problem while creating another which is why the comments look the way they do That part stands out. Feels like an opening move, not an ending. Others will probably see it differently.
the timing matters more than people admit
If we’re being honest, there’s a lot said here but not much clarified That’s what makes this interesting.
If we’re being honest, this depends heavily on what happens next That’s what makes this interesting.
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From where I sit, the direction makes sense but the details are messy and that’s why this won’t land the same for everyone
Looking at this, the wording alone shifts how people read this Curious how this plays out. At least from my perspective.
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From a neutral view, this feels more about execution than intent This could age very differently in a week.
Just reading this, this reads stronger on paper than in practice
From where I sit, this reads stronger on paper than in practice which is why this is getting picked apart That’s the key detail here. This could age very differently in a week. Others will probably see it differently.
Not gonna lie, the way this is presented changes how it lands and that’s why opinions are all over the place Curious how this plays out. At least from my perspective.
From where I sit, the follow-through is what will decide this Not convinced this is settled yet. At least from my perspective.
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From a practical angle, there’s a lot said here but not much clarified and that’s where people will push back
Looking at this, the main issue seems to be how this is handled and that’s why opinions are all over the place That’s the key detail here.
Just reading this, the way this is presented changes how it lands and that’s what people are responding to That’s what makes this interesting. Not convinced this is settled yet.
At this point, the follow-through is what will decide this
Honestly, the main issue seems to be how this is handled which explains why reactions are split We’ll see how people react over time.
From a neutral view, the way this is presented changes how it lands and that’s why opinions are all over the place Others will probably see it differently.
From where I sit, the logic is there, but the execution is uneven
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Stepping back, this solves one problem while creating another and that’s why opinions are all over the place That’s what makes this interesting. That’s the impression it gives me.
Looking at this, there’s a gap between the message and the outcome and that’s the part people are stuck on Hard to say where this lands long term. At least from my perspective.
this feels like a half-step, not a full move and that’s why opinions are all over the place Others will probably see it differently.
At this point, the signal is clear, the strategy less so and that’s where it gets complicated That’s the key detail here.
Reaction: Something I've observed
the intention might be solid, the rollout less so and that’s where it gets complicated Hard to say where this lands long term. That’s just my read on it.
From a neutral view, the follow-through is what will decide this which makes the reaction pretty predictable
At this point, this reads stronger on paper than in practice which makes the reaction pretty predictable That’s the key detail here. Hard to say where this lands long term.
Without overthinking it, the idea isn’t bad, but the delivery is doing damage and that’s why this won’t land the same for everyone Others will probably see it differently.
At first glance, the follow-through is what will decide this and that’s why this won’t land the same for everyone That part stands out.
Reaction: Hate when it happens
I get the idea, this solves one problem while creating another
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I get the idea, there’s a gap between the message and the outcome and that friction is hard to ignore Feels like an opening move, not an ending. That’s just my read on it.
At this point, the idea isn’t bad, but the delivery is doing damage
the main issue seems to be how this is handled and that’s why this won’t land the same for everyone Time will tell.
Without overthinking it, the idea isn’t bad, but the delivery is doing damage which explains why reactions are split That’s just my read on it.
this depends heavily on what happens next and that’s why this won’t land the same for everyone Curious how this plays out.
Bluntly speaking, the signal is clear, the strategy less so Interested to see the follow-up.
Reaction: Its that simple
From my side, the timing matters more than people admit Interested to see the follow-up.
From where I sit, the main issue seems to be how this is handled Others will probably see it differently.
this feels like a half-step, not a full move and that’s where the disagreement starts That part stands out. That’s just how it reads to me. Others will probably see it differently.
the main issue seems to be how this is handled and that’s why opinions are all over the place That’s the key detail here. That’s just how it reads to me.
Honestly, the signal is clear, the strategy less so This could age very differently in a week. That’s the impression it gives me.
From my side, there’s a lot said here but not much clarified Others will probably see it differently.
Reaction: Remember The Darkness games and Prey 2006..Yeah I do.
At this point, there’s a lot said here but not much clarified which explains why reactions are split This probably isn’t the last word on it.
Reaction: The logic is infallible
the logic is there, but the execution is uneven
Not gonna lie, the wording alone shifts how people read this That’s the key detail here. Others will probably see it differently.
Reaction: me_irl
the wording alone shifts how people read this Interested to see the follow-up.
this feels rushed rather than thought through Feels like there’s more coming here. That’s the impression it gives me.
From a practical angle, this feels like a half-step, not a full move
this feels like a half-step, not a full move and that’s where it gets complicated