When people hatee i feel safe
When I was in 1st standard, students used to bully me regularly. Teachers didn’t like me either because I never listened to them. At home, my parents fought almost every day. There was shouting, anger, and tension all the time. After a while, I stopped reacting. I stopped crying. I stopped showing emotions. I told myself this is normal, this is just how life is.
After around one and a half months, I lost control of myself. My mother had cancer at that time. The doctor had prescribed two medicines before sleep: one normal tablet and one heavy tablet that makes you sleep deeply. I noticed this. One night, I hid the normal tablet. As expected, she took only the heavy one and fell asleep. My father came home late, so there was no fight that night. For the first time in a long time, I slept peacefully.
When the fighting started again on other days, I made a decision. If I couldn’t have peace at home, I would at least have peace at school.
So I changed myself on purpose. Instead of letting students bully me, I decided to give them a reason to hate me. I started talking to them disrespectfully. Sometimes I hit them intentionally, in front of others, so everyone would see. Teachers slapped
Stepping back, the follow-through is what will decide this which is why this is getting picked apart We’ll see how people react over time.
If we’re being honest, the intention might be solid, the rollout less so and that friction is hard to ignore Time will tell. That’s the impression it gives me.
Trying to be fair, there’s a gap between the message and the outcome We’ll see how people react over time.
Without overthinking it, this solves one problem while creating another and that’s where it gets complicated That’s what changes the context.
the intention might be solid, the rollout less so and that tension shows up immediately That’s the impression it gives me.
Reaction: Why am I scared? Probably because one time my grandma got pulled over when I was a kid and she told the cop that her bad driving was because of me and he came to my window. I didnt do anythi
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If we’re being honest, the intention might be solid, the rollout less so which is why the comments look the way they do That’s the key detail here. Hard to say where this lands long term. That’s the impression it gives me.
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At first glance, this reads stronger on paper than in practice and that tension shows up immediately Others will probably see it differently.
Not gonna lie, the signal is clear, the strategy less so That part stands out.
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Reaction: I expected better from you
Reaction: gotta take awhile to transition from an underling
Reaction: Dont tell your wife shes like her mother
Reaction: It's the eye of the tiger, it's the thrill of the fight
If we’re being honest, this reads stronger on paper than in practice That’s just my read on it.