I realized I'm only still here for other people, and I don't know how long I can keep doing this. It's so tiring...
I have rewritten this so many times trying to anonymize myself as much as possible. A few of my friends are avid Reddit lurkers, and I'm afraid they might recognize this as me, and that it could escalate into others finding out, which I don't think I could handle.
I wish I could go to sleep tonight knowing I won't wake up. I know I am weak and selfish for hoping for my own death while speaking from a position of privilege. It feels pathetic, but I can't help it anymore. I really don't want to wake up.
I know I have people who love me. I'm in a comfortable economic situation, I have no debt or major problems, and I even have a healthy body. Meanwhile, so many others are dealing with wars, addiction, illness, or life circumstances they never chose. And to those people, I honestly wish I could trade my life directly with you, so you could have a better one, and I could finally rest.
I say that I no longer live for myself because I don't dare cause the devastating pain of losing a child to my mother, whom I love very much. I'm actually not a child anymore, I'm close to my 30s, but I'm tired. I won't act on my wish to die purely for her, so please don't worry or rush to send me helpline
the wording alone shifts how people read this That’s just how it reads to me.
From a practical angle, this feels like a half-step, not a full move That’s just how it reads to me. That’s the impression it gives me.
If you zoom out, this solves one problem while creating another and that’s why this won’t land the same for everyone Time will tell.
On the surface, this reads stronger on paper than in practice which explains why reactions are split That part stands out. That’s just how it reads to me.
At this point, the main issue seems to be how this is handled and that’s why opinions are all over the place Could be wrong, but that’s how it comes across.
If you zoom out, this feels more about execution than intent and that’s why opinions are all over the place We’ll see how people react over time.
this depends heavily on what happens next and that’s where the disagreement starts This probably isn’t the last word on it.
this depends heavily on what happens next which is why this is getting picked apart That’s just how it reads to me. That’s the impression it gives me.
Not gonna lie, the timing matters more than people admit and that’s where it gets complicated Time will tell. Could be wrong, but that’s how it comes across.
Honestly, there’s a lot said here but not much clarified and that’s why opinions are all over the place Hard to say where this lands long term.
Trying to be fair, the wording alone shifts how people read this That’s what changes the context. Feels like there’s more coming here.
From where I sit, the framing does a lot of heavy lifting here and that’s where the disagreement starts Could be wrong, but that’s how it comes across.
Trying to be fair, the intention might be solid, the rollout less so
To be fair, the logic is there, but the execution is uneven Feels like an opening move, not an ending. That’s the impression it gives me.
Putting bias aside, this comes across more reactive than planned and that’s what people are responding to Not convinced this is settled yet.
this feels like a half-step, not a full move Others will probably see it differently.
Putting bias aside, the follow-through is what will decide this and that’s where it gets complicated
Putting bias aside, this feels like a half-step, not a full move and that’s why opinions are all over the place
Trying to be fair, the wording alone shifts how people read this which turns this into more of a debate Let’s see what happens next.
Just reading this, the wording alone shifts how people read this which is why this is getting picked apart
From a neutral view, the signal is clear, the strategy less so That’s the key detail here. Interested to see the follow-up.
From a neutral view, the intention might be solid, the rollout less so Not convinced this is settled yet.
the idea isn’t bad, but the delivery is doing damage and that tension shows up immediately That part stands out. Curious how this plays out.
At this point, the way this is presented changes how it lands and that friction is hard to ignore This could age very differently in a week.
Real talk, this feels like a half-step, not a full move which makes the reaction pretty predictable Hard to say where this lands long term.
I get the idea, this comes across more reactive than planned and that’s where people will push back Feels like an opening move, not an ending. At least from my perspective.
From the outside, this solves one problem while creating another and that’s where it gets complicated At least from my perspective.
Not gonna lie, the wording alone shifts how people read this Hard to say where this lands long term.
From the outside, the logic is there, but the execution is uneven and that’s the part people are stuck on
this feels rushed rather than thought through Hard to say where this lands long term. That’s the impression it gives me.
From the outside, this reads stronger on paper than in practice and that’s where the disagreement starts
Just reading this, this solves one problem while creating another and that’s what people are responding to That’s what makes this interesting.
Looking at this, this solves one problem while creating another which turns this into more of a debate Feels like there’s more coming here.
there’s a gap between the message and the outcome and that’s why this won’t land the same for everyone That’s what makes this interesting.
If you zoom out, this comes across more reactive than planned and that’s what people are responding to Interested to see the follow-up.
Not gonna lie, the logic is there, but the execution is uneven Others will probably see it differently.
Without overthinking it, the follow-through is what will decide this which makes the reaction pretty predictable
Real talk, the logic is there, but the execution is uneven and that’s the part people are stuck on That part stands out.
the signal is clear, the strategy less so and that friction is hard to ignore That’s what makes this interesting. Time will tell.
If we’re being honest, this feels like a half-step, not a full move which makes the reaction pretty predictable Not convinced this is settled yet.
this feels like a half-step, not a full move and that’s what people are responding to That part stands out. Others will probably see it differently.
there’s a gap between the message and the outcome which is why this is getting picked apart Let’s see what happens next. Could be wrong, but that’s how it comes across.
From my side, the intention might be solid, the rollout less so That’s the key detail here.
Without overthinking it, the way this is presented changes how it lands That’s what changes the context.
To be fair, the signal is clear, the strategy less so
Bluntly speaking, this solves one problem while creating another Time will tell.
this depends heavily on what happens next which is why this is getting picked apart At least from my perspective.
Bluntly speaking, this feels like a half-step, not a full move and that’s what people are responding to That’s just how it reads to me.
From a neutral view, the intention might be solid, the rollout less so and that friction is hard to ignore
Stepping back, the timing matters more than people admit and that’s why opinions are all over the place That’s just how it reads to me. That’s the impression it gives me.
At this point, this comes across more reactive than planned and that friction is hard to ignore
there’s a gap between the message and the outcome That’s what makes this interesting. Curious how this plays out.
On the surface, the wording alone shifts how people read this and that’s the part people are stuck on This could age very differently in a week. That’s just my read on it.
I get the idea, this comes across more reactive than planned Feels like there’s more coming here.
To be fair, the way this is presented changes how it lands That part stands out.
I get the idea, the signal is clear, the strategy less so and that’s why opinions are all over the place That’s the impression it gives me.
the idea isn’t bad, but the delivery is doing damage which makes the reaction pretty predictable
From a practical angle, this feels like a half-step, not a full move and that’s where people will push back