17F I have a really good life so why do I still feel so bad?
My family adores me, I have good friends, I have always been a #1 student, I have never had any money issues in my life (God my family can afford to pay a private college for me and still live normally) so I don’t understand why I always feel so bad and depressed when some of my friends have worse problems than me
But I just can’t stop crying in the night or feeling empty and how much I’m going to waste my life and end up miserable and I already hate myself and my face and everything about me and even though I go to college it wasn’t in a degree I wanted, and I wanted to have a happy life with a husband and kids but even that idea has been disgusting me and it looks impossible for me
So now I end up pretending I’m happy and just bottling up my feelings when I’m actually depressed for being sad because I have no excuse to feel bad for anything
I hate this
At first glance, the way this is presented changes how it lands and that’s what people are responding to Others will probably see it differently.
Reaction: They both have a serious jaw condition so it should be a fair fight
Trying to be fair, the wording alone shifts how people read this This probably isn’t the last word on it. That’s the impression it gives me.
Reaction: Hate when it happens
the framing does a lot of heavy lifting here so the response doesn’t surprise me
From my side, this reads stronger on paper than in practice That’s just my read on it.
Reaction: Remember The Darkness games and Prey 2006..Yeah I do.
Reaction: Just...why??
If we’re being honest, this reads stronger on paper than in practice Others will probably see it differently.