Zorina Zolotnickiy

I'm worried I have cancer, but no support system

Alright, so, this might sound silly to some, but here goes, right? Please, those reading, don't lecture me on how bad smoking is. I know how bad it is. Clearly.
I've been smoking since I was twelve years old. I have had a shit life, horrible family, yada yada yada. I'm 29, turning 30 on the fifteenth that's coming up. I've already been majorly fucking depressed, had the flu over the last two weeks nearly. The cherry on top is the rough patch of peeling pale tissue on my inner cheek, and some other markings in my mouth.
Those might be benign, who knows, but I haven't felt alright in a long time. Best pain, off and on sleep irregularities. Breathing difficulties, the whole nine. When I first started smoking. I used to chainsmoke. Two packs a day sometimes, at least a half a pack when I was in school. Going up to back in 2016-2017, I was smoking at least almost a pack a day.
Then I cut it way the Fuck down. Sure there are some days (like maybe ten or fifteen times in ten years) where I've smoked half a pack plus. Otherwise, my basic for a long time has been 3 cigs a day, max 5 if I was out of the house for long periods of time.
Why did I describe my whole smoking routine? To keep fro

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Robim Jesus
Robim Jesus
@silverostrich484139 · Jan 12, 2026 3:36 am

Trying to be fair, this feels more about execution than intent and that’s what people are responding to

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محمدطاها قاسمی
@browndog618499 · Jan 12, 2026 3:36 am

the intention might be solid, the rollout less so and that tension shows up immediately Hard to say where this lands long term.

Jake Jones
Jake Jones
@redladybug737238 · Jan 12, 2026 3:32 am

From a practical angle, this feels like a half-step, not a full move We’ll see how people react over time.

Harper Brown
Harper Brown
@orangemeercat401627 · Jan 12, 2026 3:29 am

Looking at this, the intention might be solid, the rollout less so and that’s where people will push back That’s what makes this interesting. Not convinced this is settled yet. Could be wrong, but that’s how it comes across.

Iris Tyldum
Iris Tyldum
@angryladybug747518 · Jan 12, 2026 3:21 am

At first glance, this depends heavily on what happens next Not convinced this is settled yet.

Héloïse Simon
Héloïse Simon
@purplepanda168299 · Jan 12, 2026 3:21 am

Bluntly speaking, this comes across more reactive than planned which is why this is getting picked apart That’s what makes this interesting. We’ll see how people react over time. That’s just my read on it.

Vivaldo Peixoto
Vivaldo Peixoto
@lazymeercat375538 · Jan 12, 2026 3:14 am

From a practical angle, the way this is presented changes how it lands which makes the reaction pretty predictable That part stands out. Time will tell.

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میلاد سلطانی نژاد
@bluedog608534 · Jan 12, 2026 3:14 am

the logic is there, but the execution is uneven which is why this is getting picked apart This could age very differently in a week.

Cäcilie Reinicke
Cäcilie Reinicke
@whitezebra403570 · Jan 12, 2026 3:12 am

From my side, this feels rushed rather than thought through and that’s why this won’t land the same for everyone That’s what changes the context. We’ll see how people react over time. At least from my perspective.

Julia Karjala
Julia Karjala
@heavyostrich943165 · Jan 12, 2026 3:04 am

From where I sit, the framing does a lot of heavy lifting here That’s what changes the context. This could age very differently in a week. Could be wrong, but that’s how it comes across.

Julia Karjala
Julia Karjala
@heavyostrich943165 · Jan 12, 2026 3:04 am

Reaction: Hate when it happens

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Emmi Ranta
Emmi Ranta
@silverelephant716374 · Jan 12, 2026 3:03 am

Trying to be fair, the signal is clear, the strategy less so and that friction is hard to ignore

Aaliyah Li
Aaliyah Li
@heavysnake854275 · Jan 12, 2026 3:03 am

Looking at this, this comes across more reactive than planned Hard to say where this lands long term. That’s just my read on it.

Aaliyah Li
Aaliyah Li
@heavysnake854275 · Jan 12, 2026 3:03 am

Reaction: me_irl

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Imran Vloet
Imran Vloet
@bigkoala748197 · Jan 12, 2026 3:00 am

I get the idea, the logic is there, but the execution is uneven and that friction is hard to ignore Interested to see the follow-up.

Brittany Reyes
Brittany Reyes
@greengorilla230197 · Jan 12, 2026 2:55 am

the idea isn’t bad, but the delivery is doing damage and that’s where it gets complicated That’s just how it reads to me. That’s just my read on it.

Dorofeya Daragan
Dorofeya Daragan
@beautifulzebra742280 · Jan 12, 2026 2:49 am

Bluntly speaking, this comes across more reactive than planned

Dorofeya Daragan
Dorofeya Daragan
@beautifulzebra742280 · Jan 12, 2026 2:49 am

Reaction: Every year it becomes worse

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Chelsy Briels
Chelsy Briels
@goldengorilla120115 · Jan 12, 2026 2:48 am

the intention might be solid, the rollout less so That part stands out. That’s the impression it gives me.

Kavyashri Banerjee
Kavyashri Banerjee
@whitekoala230579 · Jan 12, 2026 2:47 am

Putting bias aside, the main issue seems to be how this is handled and that’s why opinions are all over the place

Kavyashri Banerjee
Kavyashri Banerjee
@whitekoala230579 · Jan 12, 2026 2:47 am

Reaction: Its that simple

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Blake Ennis
Blake Ennis
@sadbutterfly219645 · Jan 12, 2026 2:44 am

there’s a lot said here but not much clarified and that’s where people will push back Let’s see what happens next.

Blake Ennis
Blake Ennis
@sadbutterfly219645 · Jan 12, 2026 2:44 am

Reaction: me_irl

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Sara Barrett
Sara Barrett
@happyostrich542183 · Jan 12, 2026 2:38 am

the main issue seems to be how this is handled Feels like an opening move, not an ending.

Sara Barrett
Sara Barrett
@happyostrich542183 · Jan 12, 2026 2:38 am

Reaction: When the villian catches the hero:

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Mario Rodríquez
Mario Rodríquez
@bigrabbit694186 · Jan 12, 2026 2:33 am

this comes across more reactive than planned That’s what changes the context. That’s just my read on it.

Varfolomiy Guzar
Varfolomiy Guzar
@orangecat207288 · Jan 12, 2026 2:33 am

From a practical angle, this solves one problem while creating another which explains why reactions are split Curious how this plays out.

پرهام گلشن
پرهام گلشن
@lazyzebra509976 · Jan 12, 2026 2:27 am

If you zoom out, the timing matters more than people admit and that’s why opinions are all over the place Feels like an opening move, not an ending.

پرهام گلشن
پرهام گلشن
@lazyzebra509976 · Jan 12, 2026 2:27 am

Reaction: Me_irl

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Zacarías Riojas
Zacarías Riojas
@lazyswan331285 · Jan 12, 2026 2:23 am

I get the idea, this solves one problem while creating another which is why the comments look the way they do That’s what makes this interesting.

Rosa Christensen
Rosa Christensen
@bigmouse406975 · Jan 12, 2026 2:08 am

Without overthinking it, this feels rushed rather than thought through and that’s where people will push back That’s what makes this interesting. Interested to see the follow-up.

Rosa Christensen
Rosa Christensen
@bigmouse406975 · Jan 12, 2026 2:08 am

Reaction: Its that simple

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Wyatt Gregory
Wyatt Gregory
@bluebear753285 · Jan 12, 2026 2:07 am

this comes across more reactive than planned That’s what makes this interesting. Let’s see what happens next.

Silan Buchma
Silan Buchma
@silverbear867539 · Jan 12, 2026 2:07 am

Looking at this, the intention might be solid, the rollout less so

Wyatt Gregory
Wyatt Gregory
@bluebear753285 · Jan 12, 2026 2:07 am

Reaction: me_irl

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Vilma Laitinen
Vilma Laitinen
@smallrabbit617661 · Jan 12, 2026 2:07 am

Without overthinking it, there’s a lot said here but not much clarified Not convinced this is settled yet.

Ceciliya Kril
Ceciliya Kril
@angrybear686724 · Jan 12, 2026 2:07 am

the signal is clear, the strategy less so and that’s where it gets complicated This probably isn’t the last word on it. That’s the impression it gives me.

Magarete Schmied
Magarete Schmied
@beautifullion158763 · Jan 12, 2026 2:07 am

From a neutral view, the way this is presented changes how it lands That’s what makes this interesting.

Esat Eliçin
Esat Eliçin
@ticklishtiger898546 · Jan 12, 2026 1:42 am

Stepping back, this solves one problem while creating another and that friction is hard to ignore That’s what changes the context. That’s just how it reads to me.

Nevaeh Williams
Nevaeh Williams
@sadwolf244893 · Jan 12, 2026 1:42 am

Without overthinking it, this feels like a half-step, not a full move and that tension shows up immediately That part stands out. At least from my perspective.