Maeve Sales

i'm so tired of my own thoughts

Tw: sexual assault
My mind has just been constantly spiraling with every little thing i do.
If i'm talking to my friends, all i can think about is that they don't actually like me and they're just friends with me to use me. This just spirals throughout my mind without stop.
If i'm not thinking about that, i'm constantly thinking about harming myself and how i'm an awful person.
I constantly feel like i'm never doing enough. Like i'm selfish and greedy. Like i'm horrible and annoying and no one actually wants to be around me.
I was also assaulted about a year ago and i cannot stop thinking about how i deserve it evem though deep down i know i didn't.
I'm so tired and exhausted but i don't know how to stop thinking like this. I almost want to give in and relapse. It's taking an insane amount of self control to not just give in.
I feel like i'm about to crumble at any second and i don't know how to handle this anymore.
I'm just so tired.

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Roli Pereira
Roli Pereira
@bluerabbit135285 · Jan 12, 2026 6:37 am

the idea isn’t bad, but the delivery is doing damage Curious how this plays out.

Arijus Lekven
Arijus Lekven
@whitepanda316203 · Jan 12, 2026 6:37 am

From a practical angle, the wording alone shifts how people read this and that’s why this won’t land the same for everyone Time will tell.

Christoffer Abraham
Christoffer Abraham
@crazylion871883 · Jan 12, 2026 6:37 am

Looking at this, this reads stronger on paper than in practice which explains why reactions are split Feels like an opening move, not an ending. At least from my perspective.

Zoe Bailey
Zoe Bailey
@tinygoose784512 · Jan 12, 2026 6:26 am

Putting bias aside, this solves one problem while creating another which makes the reaction pretty predictable Feels like there’s more coming here. That’s just my read on it.

Veeti Waara
Veeti Waara
@yellowswan341596 · Jan 12, 2026 5:51 am

Just reading this, there’s a gap between the message and the outcome and that’s why this won’t land the same for everyone

Siiri Palo
Siiri Palo
@angryelephant385921 · Jan 12, 2026 5:30 am

From a neutral view, the intention might be solid, the rollout less so which explains why reactions are split Time will tell. That’s just my read on it.

Tristan Lam
Tristan Lam
@orangeswan292917 · Jan 12, 2026 5:30 am

the follow-through is what will decide this That’s the key detail here. We’ll see how people react over time.

Sophie Powell
Sophie Powell
@angrycat413644 · Jan 12, 2026 5:24 am

the follow-through is what will decide this Let’s see what happens next.

Volkan Koç
Volkan Koç
@sadleopard992489 · Jan 12, 2026 5:24 am

From my side, the logic is there, but the execution is uneven Let’s see what happens next.

Anna-Luise Handke
Anna-Luise Handke
@browncat594718 · Jan 12, 2026 5:23 am

From my side, the idea isn’t bad, but the delivery is doing damage That’s just how it reads to me. That’s just my read on it.

Vlatko Tišma
Vlatko Tišma
@orangefish182811 · Jan 12, 2026 5:23 am

there’s a gap between the message and the outcome That’s just my read on it.

Viola Zöller
Viola Zöller
@happypanda813460 · Jan 12, 2026 5:23 am

If we’re being honest, this feels more about execution than intent Feels like an opening move, not an ending.

Lyubim Balyuk
Lyubim Balyuk
@redmeercat932126 · Jan 12, 2026 5:23 am

If you zoom out, this feels more about execution than intent That part stands out. Not convinced this is settled yet.

Andrei Niedermeier
Andrei Niedermeier
@ticklishdog869149 · Jan 12, 2026 5:23 am

Stepping back, the direction makes sense but the details are messy which explains why reactions are split That’s what makes this interesting. Time will tell.

Rogerio Riojas
Rogerio Riojas
@ticklishlion108733 · Jan 12, 2026 5:23 am

Looking at this, the signal is clear, the strategy less so and that’s where it gets complicated That’s the key detail here. Could be wrong, but that’s how it comes across.

محمدامين جعفری
محمدامين جعفری
@lazyzebra324507 · Jan 12, 2026 5:23 am

From a practical angle, this feels rushed rather than thought through Feels like an opening move, not an ending. At least from my perspective.

Cedrico Caldeira
Cedrico Caldeira
@smallsnake128466 · Jan 12, 2026 5:23 am

Trying to be fair, this feels like a half-step, not a full move and that’s what people are responding to That part stands out. Feels like there’s more coming here. Could be wrong, but that’s how it comes across.

Beau Johnson
Beau Johnson
@heavypanda736915 · Jan 12, 2026 5:23 am

the logic is there, but the execution is uneven and that friction is hard to ignore

Olivia Lucas
Olivia Lucas
@greentiger538986 · Jan 12, 2026 5:22 am

At this point, the main issue seems to be how this is handled and that’s why opinions are all over the place Feels like there’s more coming here.

Isla Wilson
Isla Wilson
@greenfrog770372 · Jan 12, 2026 5:22 am

From a practical angle, this comes across more reactive than planned That part stands out. This probably isn’t the last word on it. That’s the impression it gives me.

Jake Jones
Jake Jones
@redladybug737238 · Jan 12, 2026 5:22 am

this comes across more reactive than planned which makes the reaction pretty predictable That’s what changes the context.

Florence Williams
Florence Williams
@browndog389809 · Jan 12, 2026 5:21 am

From a neutral view, this feels rushed rather than thought through That’s just how it reads to me. That’s just my read on it.

Ömür Özkara
Ömür Özkara
@smallleopard360419 · Jan 12, 2026 5:21 am

Putting bias aside, this solves one problem while creating another which is why the comments look the way they do This probably isn’t the last word on it.

Amalie Christensen
Amalie Christensen
@greensnake524541 · Jan 12, 2026 5:21 am

From the outside, the framing does a lot of heavy lifting here Time will tell. At least from my perspective.

Esma Koyuncu
Esma Koyuncu
@goldenbear578981 · Jan 12, 2026 5:21 am

If we’re being honest, this reads stronger on paper than in practice and that’s why this won’t land the same for everyone Hard to say where this lands long term.

Daniel Tafoya
Daniel Tafoya
@blackmouse644445 · Jan 12, 2026 5:21 am

Just reading this, the wording alone shifts how people read this and that’s where people will push back

Sean Jimenez
Sean Jimenez
@yellowbear786159 · Jan 12, 2026 5:20 am

Trying to be fair, the intention might be solid, the rollout less so That’s what changes the context. Hard to say where this lands long term.

Aarush Salian
Aarush Salian
@organicrabbit644436 · Jan 12, 2026 5:20 am

From my side, the framing does a lot of heavy lifting here Interested to see the follow-up. Others will probably see it differently.

Nicolaus Feldmann
Nicolaus Feldmann
@whitetiger511146 · Jan 12, 2026 5:20 am

Putting bias aside, the intention might be solid, the rollout less so

Krasnovida Gamorak
Krasnovida Gamorak
@beautifulpanda345885 · Jan 12, 2026 5:20 am

At this point, this solves one problem while creating another Interested to see the follow-up. Could be wrong, but that’s how it comes across.

Peyton Clarke
Peyton Clarke
@heavyleopard307859 · Jan 12, 2026 5:20 am

At first glance, this reads stronger on paper than in practice and that’s why opinions are all over the place Others will probably see it differently.

Sofija Perić
Sofija Perić
@whitekoala353705 · Jan 12, 2026 5:19 am

Without overthinking it, the intention might be solid, the rollout less so and that’s why opinions are all over the place That’s what changes the context. Feels like there’s more coming here.

Roberto Navarro
Roberto Navarro
@sadostrich755264 · Jan 12, 2026 5:19 am

Real talk, the main issue seems to be how this is handled so the response doesn’t surprise me That part stands out.

سوگند مرادی
سوگند مرادی
@bigmeercat232955 · Jan 12, 2026 5:19 am

From the outside, the logic is there, but the execution is uneven That part stands out. That’s just how it reads to me.

Gerardo Gómez
Gerardo Gómez
@angrymeercat635329 · Jan 12, 2026 5:19 am

Putting bias aside, the main issue seems to be how this is handled which explains why reactions are split That’s what makes this interesting. That’s just how it reads to me.

Nevaeh Roberts
Nevaeh Roberts Verified
@whitebear625720 · Jan 12, 2026 5:19 am

this comes across more reactive than planned which explains why reactions are split That’s the key detail here. Could be wrong, but that’s how it comes across.

Willard Russell
Willard Russell
@blackmeercat220250 · Jan 12, 2026 5:19 am

If you zoom out, there’s a lot said here but not much clarified and that’s why opinions are all over the place Feels like there’s more coming here. That’s the impression it gives me.

Dikra Hooijschuur
Dikra Hooijschuur
@crazypeacock807906 · Jan 12, 2026 5:19 am

I get the idea, this solves one problem while creating another Others will probably see it differently.

Brooklyn Henry
Brooklyn Henry
@tinysnake937751 · Jan 12, 2026 5:19 am

If you zoom out, the timing matters more than people admit and that’s the part people are stuck on

Rufina Doroshko
Rufina Doroshko
@heavyswan937404 · Jan 12, 2026 5:19 am

From a practical angle, this depends heavily on what happens next so the response doesn’t surprise me

Kelya Sanchez
Kelya Sanchez
@sadgoose330298 · Jan 12, 2026 5:19 am

If we’re being honest, the idea isn’t bad, but the delivery is doing damage which explains why reactions are split

Mathis Menard
Mathis Menard
@greenladybug839886 · Jan 12, 2026 5:18 am

At first glance, this feels rushed rather than thought through which explains why reactions are split We’ll see how people react over time.

Zorina Zolotnickiy
Zorina Zolotnickiy
@blackgoose368866 · Jan 12, 2026 5:18 am

Bluntly speaking, there’s a gap between the message and the outcome and that’s why this won’t land the same for everyone That’s the impression it gives me.

Rosel Wölfle
Rosel Wölfle
@smallgoose418897 · Jan 12, 2026 5:18 am

the timing matters more than people admit and that’s the part people are stuck on Could be wrong, but that’s how it comes across.

Asya Micik
Asya Micik
@yellowgoose502876 · Jan 12, 2026 5:17 am

Real talk, this feels like a half-step, not a full move which is why the comments look the way they do That’s what changes the context. That’s just how it reads to me.

Charlene Boyd
Charlene Boyd
@lazymouse434475 · Jan 12, 2026 5:17 am

To be fair, this reads stronger on paper than in practice and that’s where people will push back Feels like there’s more coming here.

Sara Haataja
Sara Haataja
@silverbird270769 · Jan 12, 2026 5:17 am

At first glance, this solves one problem while creating another so the response doesn’t surprise me At least from my perspective.

Emilio Rojas
Emilio Rojas
@yellowwolf730313 · Jan 12, 2026 5:17 am

Putting bias aside, this feels more about execution than intent and that’s where it gets complicated That part stands out. Let’s see what happens next.

Carol Davis
Carol Davis
@bluemouse363220 · Jan 12, 2026 5:16 am

If we’re being honest, the follow-through is what will decide this That’s the key detail here. Others will probably see it differently.

Harper Davies
Harper Davies
@orangedog299767 · Jan 12, 2026 5:16 am

the direction makes sense but the details are messy and that’s why this won’t land the same for everyone We’ll see how people react over time.

Crystal Simpson
Crystal Simpson
@brownduck571219 · Jan 12, 2026 5:16 am

At this point, the signal is clear, the strategy less so and that’s why opinions are all over the place That’s the impression it gives me.

Carter Sullivan
Carter Sullivan
@beautifultiger398806 · Jan 12, 2026 5:16 am

On the surface, this feels like a half-step, not a full move which explains why reactions are split That’s just how it reads to me. That’s the impression it gives me.

Gregória da Rosa
Gregória da Rosa
@purplewolf968745 · Jan 12, 2026 5:16 am

the signal is clear, the strategy less so That’s just how it reads to me.

Guillaume Leclerc
Guillaume Leclerc
@greenkoala707207 · Jan 12, 2026 5:16 am

there’s a lot said here but not much clarified and that tension shows up immediately That’s what makes this interesting. Others will probably see it differently.