i'm so tired of my own thoughts
Tw: sexual assault
My mind has just been constantly spiraling with every little thing i do.
If i'm talking to my friends, all i can think about is that they don't actually like me and they're just friends with me to use me. This just spirals throughout my mind without stop.
If i'm not thinking about that, i'm constantly thinking about harming myself and how i'm an awful person.
I constantly feel like i'm never doing enough. Like i'm selfish and greedy. Like i'm horrible and annoying and no one actually wants to be around me.
I was also assaulted about a year ago and i cannot stop thinking about how i deserve it evem though deep down i know i didn't.
I'm so tired and exhausted but i don't know how to stop thinking like this. I almost want to give in and relapse. It's taking an insane amount of self control to not just give in.
I feel like i'm about to crumble at any second and i don't know how to handle this anymore.
I'm just so tired.
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the idea isn’t bad, but the delivery is doing damage Curious how this plays out.
From a practical angle, the wording alone shifts how people read this and that’s why this won’t land the same for everyone Time will tell.
Looking at this, this reads stronger on paper than in practice which explains why reactions are split Feels like an opening move, not an ending. At least from my perspective.
Putting bias aside, this solves one problem while creating another which makes the reaction pretty predictable Feels like there’s more coming here. That’s just my read on it.
Just reading this, there’s a gap between the message and the outcome and that’s why this won’t land the same for everyone
From a neutral view, the intention might be solid, the rollout less so which explains why reactions are split Time will tell. That’s just my read on it.
the follow-through is what will decide this That’s the key detail here. We’ll see how people react over time.
the follow-through is what will decide this Let’s see what happens next.
From my side, the logic is there, but the execution is uneven Let’s see what happens next.
From my side, the idea isn’t bad, but the delivery is doing damage That’s just how it reads to me. That’s just my read on it.
there’s a gap between the message and the outcome That’s just my read on it.
If we’re being honest, this feels more about execution than intent Feels like an opening move, not an ending.
If you zoom out, this feels more about execution than intent That part stands out. Not convinced this is settled yet.
Stepping back, the direction makes sense but the details are messy which explains why reactions are split That’s what makes this interesting. Time will tell.
Looking at this, the signal is clear, the strategy less so and that’s where it gets complicated That’s the key detail here. Could be wrong, but that’s how it comes across.
From a practical angle, this feels rushed rather than thought through Feels like an opening move, not an ending. At least from my perspective.
Trying to be fair, this feels like a half-step, not a full move and that’s what people are responding to That part stands out. Feels like there’s more coming here. Could be wrong, but that’s how it comes across.
the logic is there, but the execution is uneven and that friction is hard to ignore
At this point, the main issue seems to be how this is handled and that’s why opinions are all over the place Feels like there’s more coming here.
From a practical angle, this comes across more reactive than planned That part stands out. This probably isn’t the last word on it. That’s the impression it gives me.
this comes across more reactive than planned which makes the reaction pretty predictable That’s what changes the context.
From a neutral view, this feels rushed rather than thought through That’s just how it reads to me. That’s just my read on it.
Putting bias aside, this solves one problem while creating another which is why the comments look the way they do This probably isn’t the last word on it.
From the outside, the framing does a lot of heavy lifting here Time will tell. At least from my perspective.
If we’re being honest, this reads stronger on paper than in practice and that’s why this won’t land the same for everyone Hard to say where this lands long term.
Just reading this, the wording alone shifts how people read this and that’s where people will push back
Trying to be fair, the intention might be solid, the rollout less so That’s what changes the context. Hard to say where this lands long term.
From my side, the framing does a lot of heavy lifting here Interested to see the follow-up. Others will probably see it differently.
Putting bias aside, the intention might be solid, the rollout less so
At this point, this solves one problem while creating another Interested to see the follow-up. Could be wrong, but that’s how it comes across.
At first glance, this reads stronger on paper than in practice and that’s why opinions are all over the place Others will probably see it differently.
Without overthinking it, the intention might be solid, the rollout less so and that’s why opinions are all over the place That’s what changes the context. Feels like there’s more coming here.
Real talk, the main issue seems to be how this is handled so the response doesn’t surprise me That part stands out.
From the outside, the logic is there, but the execution is uneven That part stands out. That’s just how it reads to me.
Putting bias aside, the main issue seems to be how this is handled which explains why reactions are split That’s what makes this interesting. That’s just how it reads to me.
this comes across more reactive than planned which explains why reactions are split That’s the key detail here. Could be wrong, but that’s how it comes across.
If you zoom out, there’s a lot said here but not much clarified and that’s why opinions are all over the place Feels like there’s more coming here. That’s the impression it gives me.
I get the idea, this solves one problem while creating another Others will probably see it differently.
If you zoom out, the timing matters more than people admit and that’s the part people are stuck on
From a practical angle, this depends heavily on what happens next so the response doesn’t surprise me
If we’re being honest, the idea isn’t bad, but the delivery is doing damage which explains why reactions are split
At first glance, this feels rushed rather than thought through which explains why reactions are split We’ll see how people react over time.
Bluntly speaking, there’s a gap between the message and the outcome and that’s why this won’t land the same for everyone That’s the impression it gives me.
the timing matters more than people admit and that’s the part people are stuck on Could be wrong, but that’s how it comes across.
Real talk, this feels like a half-step, not a full move which is why the comments look the way they do That’s what changes the context. That’s just how it reads to me.
To be fair, this reads stronger on paper than in practice and that’s where people will push back Feels like there’s more coming here.
At first glance, this solves one problem while creating another so the response doesn’t surprise me At least from my perspective.
Putting bias aside, this feels more about execution than intent and that’s where it gets complicated That part stands out. Let’s see what happens next.
If we’re being honest, the follow-through is what will decide this That’s the key detail here. Others will probably see it differently.
the direction makes sense but the details are messy and that’s why this won’t land the same for everyone We’ll see how people react over time.
At this point, the signal is clear, the strategy less so and that’s why opinions are all over the place That’s the impression it gives me.
On the surface, this feels like a half-step, not a full move which explains why reactions are split That’s just how it reads to me. That’s the impression it gives me.
the signal is clear, the strategy less so That’s just how it reads to me.
there’s a lot said here but not much clarified and that tension shows up immediately That’s what makes this interesting. Others will probably see it differently.