Reinhard Hermann

@happygoose739748 · Jan 10, 2026 at 8:16 pm

How to get over the crippling shame of embarassing myself infront of a guy I liked?

Talked to a guy for like, 2 weeks. We talked a lott during the day when we talked, and I had such a good time texing him. Didn't texted him afterwards for a week or so. he came back from the army and said 'you forgot about me'. My friend cancelled on me so we met. I was so attracted to him, and didnt sleep w anyone for like a year lol, so we had sex. Afterwards he stayed and we basically talked all night until he had to leave. Fast forwards to the next day, I texted him. Didn't even open my message. After two days I wrote him "you could've least said if you weren't interested in me, I don't understand why would you act in such a disrespectful way" didn't open that either lol. Didn't wrote him anything since then. A week later, he BLOCKED ME. it literally ate me from the inside for like, two months. two months later he texted "I keep seeing u on insta. Nonstop so thought I would check in ask how ur doing" "Even tho u think im an ass hole feel free to text me whenever u need. For anything"
It was clear to me that he wanted another round, and thought that I'd agree.
I'm not from a secular household; I just moved out of my house to try and experience the secular world. Didn’t really un